I ran out of avenues to express how gravely damaged I am. The hurt is painstakingly unbearable. I promised her I won't cry if ever that faithful day would befall us, I broke my promise. I'm sorry. Im too selfish to think that you are not happy with Lolo Bikini right now. I bet you're running around in circles, chasing each other as if you are little kids. Just like the old times. I bet your having all the food we didn't want you to have when you were still here. I bet you are happy now.

Nanay, I am also happy for you. Will you promise to help me heal Dad? He was broken not into pieces, but into something not even visible by the naked eye. He loved you dearly. Take care of him too, while you are there. Okay?


I love you, Nanay. I hope you're having a good one. Now go eat all the sweets you want, we're not watching. He is :')

Hola! Its good to have a new avenue where i can write my thoughts and express some ideas that i wouldnt like to share with the overly sensationalized multiply, Facebook or friendster. LOL :)) The primary reason why i got here is because I've been (almost) stalking Ate Kath Leomo and her brilliant posts. I do admit that im pretty much addicted to her posts because reading them is learning <3. Thank God for people lile Ate Kath who inspire people like me to blog seriously and, treat blogging in a different perspective :)